a year in review

a year in review

for my rosalie

january was great i was still at my old school and we sent each other dirty messages wow fun

february sucked the end oh well O:-) APPARENTLY WORD FORCES EMOJIS ON YOU TOO

march BRIGIDA AND VARNA FEELS

 april may i don’t even know what happened lol like seriously what

june i got out of school omg goodbye good riddance seventh grade the l o n g e s t year of my life ew i got my hair cut and i looked cute and then it grew out and now it looks like a bird nest oh well whats new

july was a month of foot pain from the summer intensive to sky ranch

and we were dying a little bit

a lot

i wrote you letters every day at sky ranch because warped tour mkay

auGUST ASDJFKMDJKENF I MET YOU MY DARLING

jesus christ you give tight hugs

the waitress mixed up our drinks

i thought i was cute and kept kicking your foot under the table

you didn’t let me take a picture of your beautiful face

i said “oh look they have a warped tour sticker” you said “that’s my car” i said “oh”

you said “aw palm trees that’s nice” i said “that’s joes crab shack” you said “oh”

i awkwardly asked you to come in my room

we had feelings

you gave me presents too oops out of order i am wearing the lighter nail polish right now

i wanted you to spend the night

my mom had already told me not to ask because i guess she thought we’d try to make out

we got in your car and drove

i gave you a hello kitty bandaid

we died a little

sweat

swet

atd

swetat

sweeadft

sweat

hot cheetosSWEAT

we had feels in “hush”

you held my hand and i hoped my mom didn’t see lol #rebel

i took a picture of your license plate

we hated on joel osteen

we made up a clothing brand and website btw when are we starting that up OJ

NO WORD EMOJI oh well

we ate and laughed at flap cluck and oink

we took a lot of pictures

i touched your butt

we cried

i’m crying now thank you so much for those days together you are w o n d e r f u l

also in august i spammed you with greys anatomy if you will remember

september we celebrated birthdays and i found out i made dallas ballet company

october idk i just remember my brigida costume

november i didn’t get to see a lot of you and i was sad

you watched some lost

and i tried to force you to watch more oops #sorrynotsorry

we ate

december we rejoiced at christmas break

we skyped

i went mute because sometimes i just get shy and don’t know how to talk to someone i love as much as you

and we remember when we met

kristina had a diet coke and i think annabeth got vodka but that may have been before her switch to darkannabeth

they danced to marry the night i remember

i stopped being so afraid of you though i was still intimidated probably until may??????? yeah sometimes i still feel like i annoy you especially WITH BRIGIDA OH MY GOD FORGIVE ME I JUST LOVE HER A LOT OKAY HER LITTLE FACE AND HER ORANGE HAIR AND HER STORY AND THE MUSIC I CAN RELATE TO IT FORGIVE ME I PROMISE ONE DAY IF YOU MAKE A CHARACTER YOU LOVE AS MUCH AS I LOVE BRIGIDA I WILL TREAT THEM LIKE A PRINCESS I PROMISE I PROMISE

and finally i sent you all the lyrics to take the pill with emotions and sound effects

i love you so so so so so so sos sdjkdsjksn SDJF SO much and you’ve made this year tolerable thank you for getting me through it you’re great *hugs* 

BAE

"Do you like it when I twerk? O:-)"

Do you even have to ask??? O:-)

You are literally one of the best people I have ever met (and now we can say that we have actually met which is amazing in itself). You’re beautiful, intelligent, and so sweet which makes you one of my favorite people on this planet. Thank you for these two great years of friendship.

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Bellatrix.

Bellatrix frowned and started to close the door hastily when she realized she had opened the wrong one. "Uh, sorry." She mumbled, her gaze sweeping toward the floor. "No, wait." A slightly nasally voice stopped her. She glanced back up at the girl in the bed. She had a small tube running from a bag through her nose. "Hi." She said softly, straightening in the bed. "Um, hi. Sorry, I picked the wrong room, I guess. I was walking through the halls. Mine's next door. Sorry." "It's fine. Stay. I want the company." "I... don't even know you." "That's okay. I don't mind." Bellatrix made her way over to the bed and sat in the chair. "Um. So." The girl in the bed smiled. "I'm Luna." "Oh. Hi. My name is Bellatrix." "That's so pretty!" "Thanks. Uh, so is yours." Luna looked at her hands on the blanket. "So what are you in here for?" "They found me in my old house." Luna tilted her head. "My parents left a long time ago. I don't really know where they went. I guess someone realized it. We ran out of food and I've been taking from the neighbors' trash..." She looked down, embarrassed. Luna stared at her. "Oh." She whispered. "What are you here for?" Bellatrix mumbled quickly, her face hot. "I don't think I can tell you now." "Why not?" "I don't like to eat so they keep me here so they can make me." Bellatrix raised an eyebrow. "You don't like to eat?" "No. It makes me fat." "Oh..." She didn't bother to tell her she wasn't fat. Luna nodded. "Yeah." Bellatrix shivered slightly and pulled her sweatshirt sleeves further over her hands. Luna blinked. "Are you cold?" She shrugged. "Kind of." "You can get in." Bellatrix blinked. "I... don't even know you." "What would I do to you and why? Get in. You're cold and I'm lonely." Bellatrix finally shrugged and slid in the bed next to her new acquaintance.

Bellatrix frowned at the light that poured through her eyelids. A pretty dark haired doctor stood over her. She sat up slowly. "What are you doing here?" She looked around and stood up. "Sorry, I... I came in the wrong room last night and she asked me to stay with her..." Luna stirred. The doctor noticed Bellatrix's bracelet below her sweatshirt sleeve. It was far too small, and the girl shivered. "Are you a patient here?" She nodded. "They found me in my old house. My parents left me. They brought me here because I have hypothermia and frostbite in my toes and I'm malnourished." The doctor frowned and her face softened. "Oh. Well. I'm Blanche. Uh, your... parents left you?" She nodded. "Two years ago. I kept thinking they'd come for me but..." She shakes her head. "Never mind. Sorry. I'll go back now." "No, wait..." Blanche pressed her lips together. "Would you... want to have parents again?" "I don't know. Maybe. If they were better than my last ones." Blanche swallowed. "What would you think about meeting my husband and kids? And if you like us... I want to adopt you." "You don't even know me." "I could though. And you could have a family again." Bellatrix half smiled. "Really?" "Yeah. Come on. Let's go find you some warm clothes."

Reyna slowly sat up, touching her forehead gingerly. She gripped at the air as the room spun wildly. Someone hurried past her, and she pushed herself to her feet. "Daddy?" She looked around slowly. "Daddy. Where are you?" There was no reply. The room continued to rotate and she grabbed a nearby counter. Someone pushed her away with an eye roll. She shivered then, and noticed she was naked. Where had her clothes gone? She frowned and picked up a bra, turning it over in her hands. Yes, this was hers. She pulled it halfway on and continued to stumble through the confusion. Music pounded in her head, muffled by her state. Colors flashed bright and offensive. She squinted. "Daddy?" She pushed a random guy away as he groped at her breast. He scowled. "I would call you a prude but obviously you're not." He shoved her slightly, as a show of irritation, but in her weak haze, she fell back to the floor. She curled up in a ball, then rolled to her hands and knees. She wretched for a few minutes before crawling away from the puddle of alcohol and bile she had forced from her angry stomach. She wrapped her fingers around a cool metal pole and pulled herself into a standing position. She blinked at the faint sound of a few cheers. "Go on, show them what you've got." She looked around frantically, recognizing her father's voice. "Daddy!" He laughed at her. "Go on, Reyna." She looked at the pole in front of her and frowned. "Daddy... I don't feel good. I want to go home." "Shut up. Just get on the pole." She felt her lip tremble and looked around again as the crowd began to boo. "Daddy. I just want to go home. Please. I want to... go... go home." "Stop complaining and do what I brought you here to do." She slowly wrapped a leg around the pole as tears formed rivulets down her cheeks. She rubbed against it and continued a small routine as her audience cheered. She stared at her dad sadly. Why wouldn't he take her home?

Couple Reactions to "Safe Haven"

Tess
"We should have shower sex now."
Ash
"...yep."

Kristina
"AW!"
Holt
"Kerry would have made a much better movie than that and he doesn't even have opposable thumbs."

Lily
.........
Reyna
........... ... . .      .  .........            . .            ..........
Lily
*glances over*
Reyna
*begins makeout session*

Dwight and Raspberry
*cuddling happily* O:-)

Izze
"I'm hungry."
Clarabelle
"Yeah."

Calico and Jaesy Rae
*movie paused during the sex scene, Jaesy Rae currently fisting Calico*

Cinnamon
"My sister would like this movie..."
California
"Let's get drunk."

Brigida
*sobbing hysterically* "J-JO!"
Varna
"That was weird..."

Grayson
"Uh... d-did you like it? I could put in another if you didn't... uh... here, I have, uh... The Notebook. Or Dear John."
Auralee
"Stop talking and fuck me." O:-)

Loreli
"Are you crying?"
Kyle
"No..."
Loreli
*smiles*
Kyle
"NO"

Outlines
"Aw!"
Clayton
Zzzzzzzzzz.

Vladimir and Bones
*flamboyant fangirl screaming*

Flame
Zzzzzzz.
Collin
*kisses forehead*

Ben
"You're safe with me, you know..."
Iris
*blinking*

Alexei
"You're way cuter than Julianne Hough."
Sergei
"And you're way cuter than Josh Duhamel."
Alexei
"Well you're way cuter than everything!"
Sergei
"Well you're way cuter than puppies."
Alexei
"B-but... no..."

Karl and Brett
*buttsecks*

Forest
*dabs at eye*
Want
*glances over and curls lip* O:-)

Pepper
"She was hot."
Siuox
"Damn."

Stella
"I prefer the classics myself."
Ignorance
"Yeah."

Champagne
"The sex scene made me horny."
Bentley
"What did that mean again?"

Andromeda
*stripped during the sex scene and has been lying on her side, staring at him for the remainder of the movie*
Delano
*uncomfortably watching credits*

Bethney
"That was so sweet!"
Orpheus
"Yeah, I have a sugar headache, I think."

Chase
"The Lucky One was better."
Atticus
"Don't stab me okay?"

Letter and Deesh
"Aw omg otp 5ever"

Polaris
Zzzzzzz.
Asiago
*staring at the wall because children*

Muse
"That was scary!"
Arden
"Yeah..."

Pevensie
"Cuties aw omg yas"
Compeyson
*wearing dog costume and humping everything in sight*

Reyna frowned as she listened through the stall door. Two girls were recoating their lashes with dark mascara, pink lips agape. "Yeah, she lost it like two years ago, I heard." "Gross. I bet she has all kinds of diseases." "And she's stupid, too. You know she failed twice?" "Wow." Reyna unlocked the stall and strutted out, shoving between the two. "Mind? You're blocking the mirror." They stared up at her, disgusted. She glanced at one of them, raising an eyebrow. "What, do I have cum on my lip or something?" Their eyebrows shot up in unison, and Reyna smirked. "No? Then what?" They turned quickly and stormed out of the bathroom. 

Varna x Brigida Story.

Brigida sat up quickly when she heard a knock on the door and tiptoed over, peering through the hole. Varna was leaning on the wall, laughing to himself quietly. She frowned and opened the door slowly, squinting at the light in the hallway. He smiled and touched her face lightly. She pulled away and stepped to the side, letting him inside. “It’s daaaaark omg you’re wearing pants.” “Yes, I was asleep.” She rasped, flicking the lamp on. He just smiled and set two bottles of vodka on her entertainment center, walking to the window and pushing the curtain out of the way to look out at the city. “BRIGHT.” He moaned, letting the fabric fall back into place. “Can you, like… go to sleep?” “You’re so pretty. Girl those pants are sensual on you mmm.” “You’re drunk.” “Want some?” “No, I want sleep. Please.” He handed her a bottle. “Just try it, you barely tasted it last tiiiime.” “If I try it will you go to sleep?” “Sure.” He giggled, shrugging. Brigida sighed and screwed the cap off, taking a small drink. She winced and gagged slightly after swallowing. “Isn’t it good?” His eyes were glittering with hope. “Um… yeah…” She tried to remove the strong flavor from the back of her tongue. “It’s like when I drank rubbing alcohol because Ben wasn’t in the room and I was feeling suicidal. Kind of.” He just smiled and nodded. “Have some more.” “Go to sleep.” Varna screeched. Brigida blinked and held her nose, chugging half the bottle. Her boyfriend cheered. “Yay! More!” She sat down, trying not to puke. “Oh my god, that’s horrible.” “MORE!” She shook her head. “Just this one bottle. Then we both go to sleep.” He shrugged again. She took a deep breath and poured the rest down her unhappy throat. “Ow.” “PAIN MEANS GOOD.” “Pain means no more vodka and it’s time for bed.” She reached over and turned out the light, leaving Varna standing in the middle of the room. She shot him a glare through the darkness and turned to face the wall, squeezing her eyes shut.

After a few minutes of awkward silence, Brigida sat up and turned the light back on. Varna grinned at her. She blinked. “I felt like my heart was gonna fall out my butt!” She giggled quietly. “Have you seen mean girls? It’s funny. We should watch it. I’m thirsty.” Varna winked and handed her the other bottle. She opened it and tossed the cap to the side, taking a large swallow. “See if mean girls is on. I can’t sleep. Who needs sleep? I don’t! Omg we should have a pillow fight. I wonder if the pool is open.” Varna opened the balcony door and screeched again. She giggled and quickly finished half the bottle, then gave it back to him, a clouded image of Ben warning her of alcohol poisoning in the back of her mind.

“It’s a wonderful world of colooor.” Brigida sang softly, tracing patterns in the ceiling with her head resting on Varna’s stomach. She stood up and thrusted against the wall, then turned around, making her eyebrows dance. “Is that a banana in your pocket or are you happy to see me?” Varna laughed, holding himself up on his elbows. By this time, he had sobered up enough to enjoy her ridiculousness and was doing so. “I like you.” She mumbled, twirling in a circle. “I’m your boyfriend, I hope you like me.” “Omg I have a boyfriend wow let’s tell the neighbors!” She ran to the wall and pressed against it. “I HAVE A BOYFRIEND. Omg they sound busy omg are they killing an animal EW WHAT’S GOING ON IS EVERYTHING OKAY.” Varna pulled her away from the wall and smiled. “Let’s leave them to whatever they’re doing.” She rolled her eyes up to the ceiling and stared at it. “On a hunt for the booty.” She whispered. Augustine burrowed farther into the small blankets in his cage. Brigida pressed hard on Varna’s shoulders, making him sit on the bed. “If you have your chicken in life… then you will… be… like me.” He nodded, trying not to laugh again. “Right.” “YOU ARE MY… BIRTHDAY SONG. FRIEND.” She laughed hysterically, shoulders shaking, and sat on his lap. He blinked and patted her back slightly, nodding again. She giggled and positioned her head on his shoulder, licking his ear slowly. “Your ear tastes like sand. And ocean. Is your ear the beach? Can we go swimming in your ear? Is your ear big enough for that? Maybe inside this little hole,” She stuck her finger into his ear. “There’s a really big hole, like a portal. And we can go to the beach. Can you go inside your own ear? That would be cool. Or weird. Or both. You would like, suck yourself into your ear. And when you came back, you would like grow back out of your ear. Woah.” She rolled over on the bedspread, moving her arms in and out. “I’m an angel.” He smiled. “You’re such an angel.” “I know. I know I am. Are you an angel too? That would be cool. We could be angels together and like… do angel stuff.” “What kind of stuff do angels do?” “They do everything I do, duh.” “Oh, right. Of course.” “You are just not the sharpest tool in the barn, are you?” She patted his head, smiling at him sympathetically. He fought a grin. “No. I’m not.” “Poor angel. Can we still go to the beach inside your ear?” She yawned slightly, watching as he covered her with the soft, fluffy bedspread. “Of course we can.” He kicked off his pants and shoes, sliding under the covers and reaching over her to reposition the trashcan in proportion with her pillow. “Yay. That sounds nice.” “I know it does.” She buried her face into his shirt and closed her eyes when he turned the lamp off. “Are we going right now?” She whispered. “Yes. Just be very still and quiet and keep your eyes closed. We’ll be there soon.” “Yay.” “Okay. I love you.” “Love you toooo….”